The In-Between of Me

 

It feels like…

It feels like I am settling down with a lot less than I can actually have. 

It almost feels like I am settling down with American diamonds when I have the budget of real ones.

The only problem is I don’t know where do I get the real diamonds. 

I can easily undress myself in front of him 

But I cannot undress my mind.

Often it feels like I am having conversation with a kid who doesn’t comprehend a word I say.

I long to be loved and cared for, 

I long to in someone’s arm and feel secure.

Loved!

And I have always loved things, places and people passionately. 

I make home in the toughest situation and make the most of it.

Ready 

I am unsure if I am ready to put myself out there,

I am unsure if I am ready to open up to someone again. 

It’s been a while since the last one has gone,

But the impact of it still stays.

I have found peace in solitude 

I have started enjoying the loneliness

I don’t know when I will be ready for someone else 

I don’t know when I will be able to risk things again 

I know I shouldn’t stay in this zone for a long time 

For I will find it comforting as long as I stay 

But a little more is my excuse 

But I haven’t found a way out is my excuse 

I do wanna get out of this state

And I don’t wanna get out of this state 

It’s a dilemma between I don’t wanna let him go and I must let him go

Quote for you 

Sweetheart, 

In a world of routine, plans and targets, be unique. Give world your persistence and go-getter attitude with your flavor of weirdness and spice! 

Don’t be contained in a box, be a shapeshifter!

xoxo

The Queen of Random Things