The Queen of Random Things

I lost my confidence after ending my last relationship because it soaked all the positive things out of me, or so I thought! It was exhausting for me to pull myself up for another day, another meeting, another adventure. I was a game even in that bad shape and I still am. But something that I lost was holding me back from being myself and that was the most irritating part.  But the worst was yet to come! I had become boring for myself and I had started to accept that boringness inside me and allowed it to grow. Out of all the things that I have done I think that was the most stupid thing I ever did to myself. It hit me hard and I didn't just have WTF moment, I had WTF days. And I was in a desperate need to end that no-confidence phrase because it sucked, big time!!!!!  Usually, I am an expert in advising others but when it comes to myself I am a hopeless sucker and I am sure I am not the only one. But somehow after making many mistakes I realized how to deal with this problem.  Wor

Nine years ago I had written a small article named 'Someone's someone. Somehow in broken English, I was able to pen down my thoughts and feelings. Moreover, when published it on social media my friends were able to relate to it which felt great. Today, after so many years when I read that blog I have 2 things in my mind.  Number 1: What was up with my English??!! (I mean it was pathetic) Number 2: Wow! I can still relate to it. (That was astonishing) I have no idea how I stumble upon such topics and end up pouring my heart into them. But somehow I just do! So this blog is dedicated to the month of love!! Here we go. You know I learnt at an early age that you can't impose your feelings on people. Trust me, people take time to understand it. People these days are afraid to be submissive one because they think they will lose control over relationships and themselves. Everyone is looking for a helping hand and all of us want an ear who can listen to us without being judged.  Bu