Why on Earth would You want My Opinion?

I am absolutely clueless about what to write, and it's not like I have run out of ideas, but some things are not for everybody. Also, it's better to keep certain things yourself to avoid dropping one more opinion in the sea of opinions. There are a billion things running in my mind and I do want to write down about a lot of them, but I am not entirely sure to share them. What's the point, I feel! Those things just remain words, and if my words can't make an impact on someone, then I might as well keep quiet!

That's the thought that passes my mind every time I think of writing something controversial. And it's not about a single thing but a series of things. I was told, that if I wanted to be a part of society, I had to accept it as it is. However, I just can't do it and that's why I decided to keep my thoughts to myself. Not because I want to be a part of society, but because I love peace more than chaos. 

It turns out that keeping quiet really gives you perspective. It gets you closer to yourself and allows you to be a better person -that is, if you let it happen. Moreover, you get to witness various colors of people around you and that becomes amusing. Plus, the drama you get to witness when you decide to spectate things. And trust me, most people will say they don't like drama, but we all do. In different variations, but we all do like drama. 

Another reason I stopped sharing my opinion is because who cares!!?? Literally! Why would I waste my precious little opinion for no good reason? Especially, when I am confident that the person will not take it seriously or completely ignore it like I never said anything! So, I just stopped, and I listened to people blab about their life, romance, trauma, problems, and whatnot. And even though I know what's wrong, I keep quiet. People like victimizing themselves and romanticizing their issues to gain sympathy. Because if they really wanted to get out of the rut, they would stop complaining about it and immediately start working on it. But they won't because people like drama. 

Opinion is like an asshole, everyone has one. It is indeed true, but not many learn not to expose it. It is an art that comes after a lot of practice. I can't become an expert in it, but I would at least want to become mediocre in it. That might or might not make me a better person, but it will certainly keep me away from unnecessary drama. 

Don't get me wrong! I love drama. Baby, I am drama. Life is nothing without drama. However, I hate melodrama. You know that overload, loud, and painful experience that becomes entertainment for others is what I call melodrama. I will choose to keep a safe distance from such extra salt in my life. You might find it boring, but it is pleasant. It is alluring once you have a good taste of it. 

At this rate, I might become a saint, and I am scared of it because I don't want to leave behind worldly illusions and material. Life will be so damn boring without them and there will be no colors. So many twisted thoughts. Wow! Well, I'd better take a leave for now. 

Until next time, do whatever you want to do, why should I pass my opinion to you? 

The Queen of Random Things

xoxo