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Ready


I am unsure if I am ready to put myself out there,

I am unsure if I am ready to open up to someone again. 


It’s been a while since the last one has gone,

But the impact of it still stays.


I have found peace in solitude 

I have started enjoying the loneliness


I don’t know when I will be ready for someone else 

I don’t know when I will be able to risk things again 


I know I shouldn’t stay in this zone for a long time 

For I will find it comforting as long as I stay 


But a little more is my excuse 

But I haven’t found a way out is my excuse 


I do wanna get out of this state

And I don’t wanna get out of this state 


It’s a dilemma between I don’t wanna let him go and I must let him go



 ðŸ’® The Queen of Random Things 💮


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  1. AnonymousSeptember 03, 2023 6:20 PM

    U need to let go of some people ,things n situations in life ... n then willi find peace....

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